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Friday, July 11, 2025

Chapter 45

    The bookstore loomed in front of me like a labyrinth of paper and dust, its sign weathered and cracked, the name "J.D.'s" scrawled in peeling paint above the entrance. It wasn’t the kind of place you stumbled into by accident—it was the kind of place that drew you in, that seemed to appear only when you needed it, or when it needed you.

    The musty smell of old books greeted me as I stepped inside, the aisles stretching out in every direction, narrow and winding like the corridors of some forgotten mansion. The stacks rose up like walls, towering over me, their shelves crammed with every title imaginable, their spines faded and yellowed with age. I moved deeper into the store, the floor creaking beneath my feet, the dim lighting casting strange shadows across the rows of books.

    It was quiet here, almost oppressively so. The kind of quiet that made you feel like you were trespassing, like you’d wandered into a place where the rules of the outside world didn’t apply. I wandered through the aisles, not really knowing what I was looking for—an answer, a clue, maybe just another question to add to the growing list that kept me up at night.

    And then I saw them.

    Achilles and Burke—standing together in the far corner of the store, their heads close, their voices low. There was an intensity to their conversation, the way they leaned in close to one another, as if sharing a secret that no one else could know. The sight of them together, here of all places, sent a jolt of adrenaline through me.

    I didn’t hesitate. I moved toward them, my footsteps quick and quiet as I closed the distance. But they saw me coming—or maybe they’d been expecting me all along. As soon as I stepped into the open, they broke apart, slipping into the maze of stacks like shadows.

    I gave chase, my pulse pounding in my ears as I twisted and turned through the narrow aisles, the towering shelves pressing in on me from all sides. The rows of books seemed to stretch on forever, each twist and turn leading me deeper into the labyrinth. It was as if the store itself were conspiring to keep them just out of reach.

    Finally, I rounded a corner and saw Burke standing there, his massive frame blocking the aisle. He turned to face me, a smug grin spreading across his face as he held out a book, as if offering a prize.

    "The Catcher in the Rye."

    He handed it to me with a flourish, his eyes gleaming with something like amusement. “All your answers are in here, Sid,” he said, his voice dripping with mockery. “Everything you’ve been looking for.”

    I stared at the book, my hands trembling slightly as I took it from him. The cover was worn, the pages yellowed with age, but there was something about it that felt heavy, as if the book itself carried a secret weight. I opened it slowly, my eyes scanning the familiar lines of text, and for a moment, I was lost in the words, mesmerized by the absurdity of it all.

    That’s when I saw it—a sudden flash of movement in the corner of my vision.

    There was a blur of motion, a figure lunging toward me from the shadows. I barely had time to react, the book slipping from my hands as I stumbled back, the sound of tearing paper filling the air. I turned, trying to get a glimpse of who—or what—had attacked, but there was only a fleeting glimpse, a shadow disappearing into the maze of shelves.

    Burke was gone, too—vanished into the labyrinth as if he’d never been there at all.

    I picked up the fallen book, the pages splayed open, torn where they had struck the floor. I couldn’t help but feel that it had all been some kind of twisted game, a test meant to confuse me, to distract me from the real answers that lay just out of reach.

    As I stood there, catching my breath, a voice echoed in my mind: We mooed retorting birthdays, O snottier magus.

    The words had the tone of mockery, as if I was being taunted, tested—called out for thinking I was in control when, in fact, I was just another player in a game whose rules I didn’t understand. Achilles and Burke had led me here for a reason, and now they were gone, leaving me with nothing but a torn book and more questions than I’d come in with.

    I shoved The Catcher in the Rye back onto the shelf, a surge of frustration rising in me. The store was too quiet again, the creaking of the floor beneath my feet the only sound as I started walking, heading toward the exit. It felt like the walls were closing in, the shelves leaning in close, as if the books themselves were whispering secrets I wasn’t meant to hear.

    But as I reached the door, I hesitated. There was something about this place—something about the maze of aisles and the dusty air—that made me feel like I was on the verge of understanding. I glanced back at the rows of books, the narrow aisles leading off into the darkness.

    O snottier magus, I thought, a wry smile tugging at my lips. Maybe it was a title I deserved, after all.

    I took a deep breath, then stepped back into the cool night air. Achilles and Burke had slipped through my fingers again, but I was getting closer. I could feel it.

    The city was a labyrinth, a twisted maze of alleys and half-truths, and I was still wandering its corridors, still looking for a way out. But I wasn’t done yet. The game wasn’t over—not by a long shot.

Thursday, July 10, 2025

Chapter 44

    The sky was dimming, the last rays of sunlight casting a yellowish hue across the city as dusk settled in. The buildings, tall and weary, seemed to sag under the weight of the fading day, their shadows stretching long and thin across the streets. I wandered aimlessly, my thoughts swirling in time with the changing light, trying to make sense of the fragments in my mind. It felt like the whole city was holding its breath, waiting for night to fall.

    As I walked, I found myself muttering under my breath, words that came out jumbled, half-formed. A lexicon of half-forgotten phrases and old memories that no longer seemed to mean what they once did. The language had changed, or maybe I had, but the words didn’t fit the way they used to.

    “Yellower lexicon...” I muttered to myself, the phrase hanging in the air, absurd yet oddly fitting.

    The city had always spoken in a language of its own, a language of alleyways and echoes, of secrets whispered in darkened corners and promises scratched into peeling walls. But now, as the dusk settled in, that language felt different. Older. More elusive. The meanings had shifted, the signs had faded, and I was left with a dictionary of half-truths and riddles.

    I stopped at the edge of a small park, the kind you could walk through in a minute without noticing it was there. A place where the trees leaned in close, their branches intertwined like conspirators sharing a secret. I stood there, my hands in my pockets, watching the shadows lengthen across the grass, and I began to speak again, as if telling the keynotes of some lost speech I’d once prepared.

    “Achilles,” I said softly, the name feeling strange on my tongue. “Burke. Limbo.” I let each name hang in the air, as if speaking them aloud could somehow bring the scattered pieces of the puzzle into focus.

    But it didn’t. The more I spoke, the more the names seemed to lose their meaning, to blend into the growing darkness like the yellows of the sunset fading into gray.

    “Hi hi,” I coughed, my voice breaking the stillness. The words were absurd, almost comical, but I wasn’t sure if I was laughing at the city or myself.

    A throaty sound escaped me, a cough that echoed in the quiet. I hadn’t meant to make a sound, hadn’t meant to disturb the peace of the dusk, but there it was—a reminder that I was still here, still part of this strange, unfolding story.

    I could feel the tension building, the sense that something was about to happen. The dusk seemed to stretch on longer than usual, as if the city was waiting for a sign, for someone to break the silence and let the night come in.

    I coughed again, a deep, rasping sound that tore through the stillness, and I found myself thinking of Madeleine, of the way she used to laugh when I tried to recite poetry to her, back when things were simpler. She’d always said I had a voice for mystery, but I wasn’t so sure anymore. The words felt old and used-up, like the “yellower lexicon” I’d spoken of, and I didn’t know if they held any meaning anymore.

    “Hi hi.”

    The greeting echoed again, as if I were calling out to a part of myself that had gotten lost somewhere along the way. The dusk had a way of making you feel that way—like you were standing at the edge of something vast and unknowable, trying to make sense of a language that no longer spoke to you.

    I turned away from the park, my thoughts still tangled, and began to walk back toward the lights of the city. The night was coming on now, swallowing the last of the yellow light, and I felt a strange resolve settle over me. The words might have been fading, the language might have been changing, but there were still things that needed saying, still truths that needed finding.

    Achilles was still out there, somewhere in the darkness. And Burke? He was playing his own game, one that didn’t care about the yellows of dusk or the meanings that had shifted with time. Limbo, with his spectral presence, hovered at the edges of it all, an enigma that seemed to grow more elusive with every step I took.

    But even if the words had changed, even if the keynotes had become mere echoes, I was still here. I was still Sid Jangler, walking through a city that spoke in shadows and half-truths, trying to find the path that led back to the light.

    “Hi hi.” I whispered it one last time, the words feeling both absurd and right as they left my lips. The city didn’t answer, but that didn’t matter. I was still listening.



Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Chapter 43

    The alley was exactly how I remembered it. A narrow, winding thing tucked between two forgotten buildings, the kind of place you wouldn’t notice unless you were looking for it. Waddle Alleyway—that’s what we’d called it, though nobody knew where the name had come from or who had first thought it up. It was a place that seemed to exist outside of time, a liminal space where the city’s memories clung like shadows to the walls.

    I hadn’t been here in years. Not since before... well, not since before things got complicated. But something had pulled me back tonight, something in the way the city whispered in my ear, guiding my steps through the winding streets until I found myself here, standing at the entrance to the alley, looking into the darkness.

    The place was alive with memories. The walls were plastered with faded posters, remnants of old celebrations, protests, and concerts, layers upon layers of forgotten history peeling away in the damp night air. It felt like stepping into a time capsule, a piece of the city that had stayed the same even as everything else changed around it.

    And then, I heard it—a faint sound, somewhere deep in the alley. A yodel, of all things, echoing softly off the walls, bouncing down the narrow passage like the ghost of a memory.

    I walked deeper into the alley, my footsteps echoing in the quiet, the sound of the yodel growing louder, more distinct. It was a strange, almost absurd sound, out of place in the gritty, industrial surroundings, but there was something familiar about it, something that tugged at the edges of my memory.

    Return of the houndish prodigal...

    The words from Limbo’s note floated through my mind, and I felt a chill run down my spine. The prodigal son, the hound—was that me? Had I returned to this place to find something I’d left behind, something I’d forgotten?

    I turned a corner, and there he was—a figure standing in the middle of the alley, his back to me, his shoulders hunched as he let out another yodel, the sound bouncing off the walls, filling the narrow space with a strange, mournful melody. He was dressed in dark clothes, a wide-brimmed hat pulled low over his face, and he looked like something out of another time, another world.

    “O inky cohesion hounds,” I muttered under my breath, the absurd phrase slipping out before I could stop it.

    The figure turned, his face hidden in shadow, but I could feel his gaze on me, a silent acknowledgment that I was here, that I’d found him.

    “O Asia,” he said softly, his voice carrying a strange weight, a gravity that didn’t fit the absurdity of the yodel. “O dodo.”

    The words hung in the air, absurd and poetic, like fragments of a half-forgotten song, and I felt a pang of nostalgia, a longing for something I couldn’t name. It was as if the alley itself was speaking to me, reminding me of everything I’d lost, everything I’d left behind.

    “Who are you?” I asked, my voice sounding small in the quiet.

    He didn’t answer, didn’t move. He just stood there, silent, waiting.

    And then it hit me—this was the houndish prodigal. This was the part of me I’d left behind, the piece of myself that had stayed in the city’s alleys, in the shadows, waiting for me to return. It was absurd, yes, ridiculous even, but in that moment, it felt real, as if the alley had conjured him out of the darkness, a reminder of who I had once been.

    “Are you here to show me the way?” I asked, half to myself, half to the figure standing in the darkness.

    He tilted his head, as if considering the question, and then let out another yodel, a sound that was both mournful and defiant, a sound that echoed down the alley, filling the space with a strange, resonant energy.

    I stood there, listening, letting the sound wash over me, and in that moment, I felt a strange sense of peace. The city had taken so much from me, twisted me into something I barely recognized, but here, in this alley, I felt whole again, if only for a moment.

    The figure turned, fading into the shadows, and I didn’t follow. I knew he was gone, knew that he was just a fragment, a ghost of the past, but his presence lingered, a reminder of everything I’d left behind.

    As I turned to leave, I felt a strange sense of resolve, a clarity that I hadn’t felt in a long time. The alley had given me something, a piece of myself I’d thought was lost, and I knew that whatever came next, I was ready for it.

    “O inky cohesion hounds,” I whispered to myself, the absurd phrase feeling like a benediction, a promise that I would find my way, no matter how twisted the path became.

Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Chapter 42

    Burke wasn’t the man I remembered.

    He was more, and he was less. The Burke I had known years ago was cunning, ruthless, a shadow in the city’s dark places. But now, as he stood before me, he felt different—larger, almost mythic, as if he had grown into something I couldn’t quite name. The room around him felt charged, thick with unspoken promises and hidden threats, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was standing in the presence of something far older, far more powerful than I’d ever imagined.

    "Baal," I whispered under my breath, the name slipping out before I could stop it.

    Burke smiled, but there was no warmth in it. "Careful, Sid," he said, his voice low, almost reverent. "Names have power."

    The room was dimly lit, shadows clinging to the walls like ghosts, and in the half-light, Burke’s face looked strange, almost otherworldly. His eyes held a gleam I didn’t recognize, a cold fire that made me think of ancient things, of gods and sacrifices, of altars where men like him had once wielded power that defied reason. Baal. The name fit, and I wasn’t sure whether that scared me or thrilled me.

    Around him, they stood silent—the ones who had followed him here, the ones who looked at him with something close to worship in their eyes. They were all here, the “mute harlots” who had given themselves over to him, who would do anything he asked without question, without hesitation. They moved like shadows, drifting in and out of the room, their faces blank, their eyes fixed on him as though he were the sun, and they, the planets orbiting in his light.

    I felt a strange sense of vertigo, like I was slipping, falling into something I couldn’t control. The room, the people, the man who had once been Burke—it all felt like a fever dream, surreal and intoxicating, and I had to fight to keep my footing, to remember why I was here.

    "Why now, Burke?" I asked, my voice sounding small, almost insignificant in the charged silence of the room. "Why come back now?"

    He tilted his head, regarding me with that cold, unreadable smile. "Because it’s time," he said simply. "The city is ripe for change, and I’m here to guide it."

    "Guide it to what?"

    He shrugged, his gaze drifting toward the silent followers who moved around him like ghosts. "To its destiny. To power. The city has been sleeping, Sid, but it’s waking up now. And when it does..." He trailed off, his smile widening, as though he could already see the future, could already taste the power he was reaching for.

    "You sound like a god," I said, the words slipping out before I could stop them.

    Burke’s eyes flashed, and for a moment, I thought I saw something ancient in his gaze, something dark and hungry, a hint of the man I had once known, twisted and transformed into something far more dangerous. "Maybe I am," he said softly. "Or maybe I’m just the one who knows how to use the power that’s already here."

    I felt a chill run down my spine, a sense of foreboding that I couldn’t shake. Burke was playing a game, one I didn’t understand, and for the first time, I realized that Achilles had only been a piece on the board, just one of many in the grand scheme Burke was weaving.

    "What do you want from me, Burke?" I asked, my voice steady despite the unease churning in my gut.

    He looked at me, his gaze penetrating, as though he could see the questions swirling in my mind, the doubts, the fears. "I want you to join me, Sid," he said, his voice low and persuasive. "The city is changing, and you can be part of it. Or you can be left behind."

    I shook my head, my mind reeling. "I’m not interested in whatever you’re planning, Burke. I’m not a pawn in your game."

    He laughed, a deep, rumbling sound that sent a shiver down my spine. "You’ve always been part of the game, Sid," he said. "Whether you know it or not."

    The room felt suffocating, the air thick with the weight of his words, and I struggled to breathe, to keep my thoughts clear. Burke was more than a man now; he was a force, a symbol, a god of his own making, and I could feel the pull of his power, the way it drew people to him, bending them to his will.

    "Baal," I whispered again, the name feeling both absurd and fitting in the same breath.

    Burke’s smile faded, and he looked at me with something close to pity. "You can call me what you like, Sid," he said, his voice soft, almost gentle. "But names are just words. And words are only as powerful as the belief behind them."

    I took a step back, the weight of the room pressing down on me, the faces of his silent followers staring at me with empty eyes. I didn’t know what game Burke was playing, didn’t know what role he wanted me to play, but I knew one thing for certain—I couldn’t stay here. Not with him. Not with this.

    I turned, forcing myself to walk away, even as his laughter echoed in my ears, a low, haunting sound that followed me out into the night.

    As I stepped into the cool night air, I felt the weight of his presence lift, the oppressive energy of the room fading into the background. But the unease lingered, a gnawing doubt that I couldn’t shake. Burke was back, and he wasn’t the man I’d known. He was something else now, something darker, something that felt disturbingly close to divinity.

    I walked through the empty streets, the name Baal echoing in my mind, the weight of Burke’s gaze still heavy on my shoulders. He was a god in his own eyes, a god with a plan, and I was just one more pawn on his board.

    But I wasn’t done yet. I had my own moves to make, my own game to play. And whatever Burke had become, whatever power he thought he wielded, I wasn’t going to let him take this city without a fight.

Monday, July 7, 2025

Chapter 41

    September arrived with a chill in the air, the kind that made you think summer might be over, even though the city still held onto the last traces of August’s heat. The streets felt different, quieter somehow, as if the chaos of the past few months had settled into a strange calm. But I knew better. The calm before the storm. It was always like that.

    I’d been walking with Madeleine, talking about nothing in particular, when I first heard the name—**Burke**. It hit me like a cold gust of wind, a name I hadn’t thought about in what felt like years. Burke. Long forgotten Burke. He was back, and he wasn’t alone.

    I stopped dead in my tracks, the sound of the city fading into the background as the realization sank in. Burke, back in town. Working with Tony. My mind raced, trying to piece together what this could mean, why he’d returned now, after all this time. I thought Achilles was the one pulling the strings, but Burke’s sudden reappearance? It felt like something bigger, something I hadn’t seen coming.

    Madeleine looked at me, her brow furrowed with concern. “Sid? What’s wrong?”

    I shook my head, forcing a smile. “Nothing. Just... thinking.”

    She smiled back, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She’d been happy lately—happier than I’d seen her in a long time. Being with me seemed to bring her some kind of peace, but there was something missing. I could feel it, just beneath the surface, a quiet tension that neither of us wanted to address. Maybe it was the city, the weight of everything that had happened. Or maybe it was something else, something deeper that we couldn’t quite name.

    “A miasma sifted her little marriages...”

    The words from Limbo’s note floated through my mind, unbidden, like a whisper from the shadows. Madeleine seemed content, but there was a distance between us, something that kept us from being truly close. I’d thought it was the past, the ghosts that haunted both of us. But now I wasn’t so sure. The “little marriages”—the small connections, the ties that bound us—felt fragile, like they could unravel at any moment.

    As we walked, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. Burke’s return, Tony’s involvement—it all pointed to something I hadn’t accounted for, something bigger than Achilles. I’d been so focused on him, so sure that he was the one behind everything, that I hadn’t stopped to consider that there might be others, working in the shadows.

    We stopped at a small cafĂ©, the kind of place we’d been going to more often lately. Madeleine ordered her usual, some kind of herbal tea that I could never remember the name of, and I watched her as she stirred the cup, her movements slow and deliberate. She was happy with me—there was no denying that. But the happiness felt... thin. Fragile. Like it could shatter if we weren’t careful.

    “Won descended battle tumor...”

    The phrase gnawed at me, turning over and over in my mind. There was something sick, something festering beneath the surface. I’d thought the battle was with Achilles, thought that once I figured out his game, everything would fall into place. But now I wasn’t so sure. Burke’s return, the way Tony had been acting lately—it all pointed to a deeper game, one that I hadn’t seen before.

    Madeleine looked up at me, her eyes soft, but distant. “You’re somewhere else, Sid. Where are you?”

    I smiled, but it felt forced. “Just thinking. About everything. About the past.”

    She reached across the table, her hand finding mine. “We’re okay, you know. Whatever happens... we’ll be okay.”

    I wanted to believe her. I really did. But there was something in the air, something I couldn’t shake. The miasma that hung over us, the quiet tension that made me feel like we were walking on eggshells. The city had a way of doing that—making you feel like things were slipping through your fingers, even when everything seemed fine on the surface.

    “Burke’s back,” I said, the words slipping out before I could stop them.

    Madeleine blinked, taken aback. “Burke? I haven’t heard that name in... forever. What’s he doing here?”

    “Working with Tony,” I said, my voice low. “I don’t know why. Not yet.”

    She frowned, her grip on my hand tightening. “You think it has to do with Achilles?”

    “Maybe,” I said, though I wasn’t sure. Achilles had been the focus for so long, the one I thought was pulling the strings. But now? Now it felt like there was something more, something bigger that I hadn’t seen coming.

    Madeleine leaned back in her chair, her gaze distant. “Tony’s been different lately. Distant. Like he’s hiding something.”

    I nodded, my mind racing. Tony, Burke, Achilles. It all felt connected, but the pieces weren’t fitting together the way they should. Something was missing—something important.

    “Be careful, Sid,” Madeleine said, her voice soft but firm. “I have a bad feeling about this.”

    I met her gaze, feeling the weight of her words settle over me. She was right. Whatever was happening, it was bigger than any of us. Bigger than Achilles, bigger than the city itself.

    But I wasn’t done yet. Not by a long shot.


Sunday, July 6, 2025

Chapter 40

    The fire started slowly, unnoticed at first—just a thin curl of smoke rising from the edge of the city, barely visible against the sweltering August sky. But by the time I realized what was happening, it was already too late. The flames were spreading, licking at the edges of the old building like they’d been waiting for this moment all along.

    I was too far away to stop it. Too late to do anything but watch as the fire climbed higher, devouring everything in its path. The heat was unbearable, radiating out into the street, driving the people who hadn’t already fled into a frenzied panic. The smoke curled thick and black into the sky, blotting out the sun, casting everything in an eerie orange glow.

    I pushed my way through the crowd, trying to get closer, trying to find a way in, but the fire had already claimed its territory. The flames roared, swallowing the building whole, windows exploding outwards as the heat twisted the metal and glass like paper.

    I hadn’t meant for this to happen. Achilles had played his hand, and I’d been a step too slow, a second too late to stop him from lighting the match. I could feel the guilt, the weight of failure settling over me as I stood there, helpless. The crimes I had been chasing, the truths I had been trying to uncover—it all felt distant now, consumed by the fire, erased in the flames that danced in front of me.

    But then I saw her.

    Madeleine.

    She was trapped, caught in the middle of it all. I could see her through the smoke, her silhouette framed against the inferno, and for a moment, everything stopped. The heat, the noise, the crowd—all of it faded into the background, and all that was left was Madeleine, standing in the middle of the flames, too close to the edge, too close to being consumed.

    I didn’t think. I didn’t have time to think. I just moved, pushing my way forward, the heat biting at my skin, the smoke burning my throat as I fought to get closer. The flames crackled, sparks flying through the air like embers in a furnace, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t.

    The fire was everywhere now, raging around me, threatening to swallow us both, but I grabbed her arm, pulling her back from the edge, pulling her out of the flames before they could take her. She stumbled, coughing, her eyes wide with panic, but she was alive. That was all that mattered.

    I dragged her out into the street, the roar of the fire deafening behind us, and we collapsed onto the pavement, gasping for breath. The crowd had scattered, the heat driving them away, but the fire raged on, consuming everything in its path.

    “Are you okay?” I asked, my voice hoarse, my lungs burning from the smoke.

    Madeleine nodded, but her face was pale, her body shaking. “I thought... I thought it was over,” she whispered, her voice barely audible over the crackling of the fire.

    “It’s not over,” I said, my mind racing. “Not yet.”

    The flames rose higher, casting long shadows across the street, and for a moment, I felt a strange sense of clarity. The crimes I’d been chasing, the people who had pulled the strings, the truths that had been buried beneath layers of lies—it was all there, in front of me. The fire had burned away the confusion, the sloth of August, and now, in the heat of the moment, I could see it clearly.

    Achilles. Tony. Limbo. They were all part of it, all tangled together in a web of deceit and violence that stretched back further than I’d realized. The city, the people, the secrets—it was all connected, all part of the same game, and I was just beginning to understand how deep it went.

    But the fire wasn’t done. It was still burning, still consuming everything in its path, and I knew that if I didn’t act now, it would take more than just the building. It would take the city. The flames, the destruction—it was all part of a larger plan, one I hadn’t seen until it was almost too late.

    I stood up, pulling Madeleine to her feet, the heat of the fire pushing us back as the building began to collapse in on itself. The flames roared, but I wasn’t afraid anymore. I knew what I had to do.

    “We have to go,” I said, my voice steady despite the chaos around us. “There’s more to this. More than we realized.”

    Madeleine looked at me, her eyes filled with confusion, but she nodded. She trusted me. She always had.

    We turned, leaving the fire behind, the flames still burning in the distance as we walked away, back into the city. The heat followed us, the memory of the flames lingering in the air, but I could feel the change coming. The crimes of the past, the truths I had been chasing—they were closer now, just within reach.

    And as we walked into September, I knew that the time for reckoning had come.